Reverend Raphael di Angelo - I do not know the total
dear sir, Please at least take me seriously. I am on the verge of suicide within a crisis of faith ans sense of hopelessness. I have lived for many years in a state of surrender to God and Spirit. My life has in any ways been a series of difficult but definitive miracles, yet right now they seem not to be happening and have only happened in basic survival ways, barely keeping my head above water. after 6 difficult years and more tests of faith then I know how to survive, I have been asked to leave my home and move. I have no money, at all. For the first time I have consented to explore the realms of state and federal aid to stay alive, but I am unhappy with that stiuation,, yet I do not know what else to do. I live and work as a Trance Medium / INterfaith Minister / Intuitive / Healer and for the first time in my life my work has diminshed to the point of non exisistence. I pray daily for help and I cannot help but wonder if the knowldege of you was sent to me to seek assistance in theis time of need. I admire so deeply what you are doing and wish I had a handle on the material world that I could do such a thing, but as yet I do not. Sir, I falling into the pit of despair with little way out. Though god has never let me down, nor given me luxury, I cannot see how this will turn out and I feel more lost then I have felt in a very long time. March 31st, 2010 if my deadline and I do not know what I will do if I do not or cannot make it. I am an open book and will gladly answer any questions or allow any one to investigate who I am, so that you know I am not a fraud. Please at least hear my plea, Please help me through this time.